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 my mental disorders aren't good enough for anybody not even me i obviously just need to be sicker because my depression HASN'T EVEN AFFECTED MY SCHOOLWORK YET
WHAT KIND OF DEPRESSED PERSON ARE YOU WHERE IT HASN'T AFFECTED YOUR SCHOOLWORK YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY JUST MAKING IT UP THERE'S NOTHING FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU BUT THERE NEEDS TO BE.

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 my parents are talking about me
do they think i can't hear them
they're talking pretty loudly
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 like seriously i don't think my therapist knows what she's talking about
it's a little too much like talking to a teacher
i don't even want therapy i don't want help i don't need it i'm obviously not depressed enough because it hasn't fucking AFFECTED MY SCHOOLWORK!!!!!!! MAYBE IF I JUST SUDDENLY FAIL EVERY SINGLE CLASS THEY'LL LEARN TO TAKE ME SERIOUSLY
but it's not like i deserve to be taken seriously because i don't have 'major depression' i got stuck with 'depressive disorder not otherwise specified' whatever crock of bullshit that's supposed to be don't they understand it's all or nothing you can't just be 'mildly depressed' at least not with me
god fucking dammit this happens every single time i go up there i was fucking happy as a clam today until i went to therapy
but at least i got to see my dad afterward.
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 my computer made me angry and now i'm just really depressed
i lead a wonderful, emotionally stable life
can you tell
hahahahahahahahaha
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Stop fucking saying “It gets better” at every fucking turn. Isn’t it odd that every single person who’s ever said “It gets better” to me has never been depressed in their life. No one with depression has ever told me it gets better, partially because I only know two people who are depressed and one of them hates my guts and I’m sure dreams happily about me getting hit by a bus.

But also partially because depressed people know that it doesn’t actually get better, it’s never going to get better, and you should just kill yourself before you get your precious fairy hopes up that it gets FUCKING BETTER.


i wrote that on my tumblr a long time ago
copy/pasted it because reasons

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i literally have the body of an old woman
like seriously my stomach is huge and my boobs are all tiny and pointy
no wonder no one likes me i'll probably die old and alone as a desperate, lonely virgin
but at least i'll have my fucking fifty billion cats with me
that sure will be fun -_-
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WHATEVER MAN NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT ANYONE BUT THEMSELVES YOU CAN SAY ALL THE SHIT YOU LIKE ABOUT IT BUT IT'S NOT GOING TO CHANGE ANYTHING BECAUSE NO ONE FUCKING CARES UNLESS YOU'RE PRETTY OR DYING AND UNFORTUNATELY I HAPPEN TO BE NEITHER I HAPPEN TO BE APPARENTLY A CREEPY-ASS BITCH THAT NO ONE LIKES AND EVERYONE HATES
IS THIS A GOOD ENOUGH REASON TO BE ANGRY AND BITTER AT THE WORLD? WHATEVER.
IT SEEMS TO BE THAT TIME OF NIGHT WHERE I START ALL-CAPS RANTING AND BREAKING THINGS IN MY SEETHING HORMONAL TEENAGE FURY.
DO YOU GET IT GUYS?
I AM ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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no seriously my eyes are drooping
that's probably why i'm so messed right now
because i'm just fucking tired and bored
so that's why i'm so fucking messed up and bitchy because i'm just FUCKING TIRED.
good god i'm almost drunk

vague

Mar. 23rd, 2012 09:46 pm
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i have a feeling we're both just constantly trying to one-up each other on how depressed we are
it's really fucking counterproductive
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oh yeah great just another reason everything's fucked up to shit
every single person i've ever met ever in my life has a perfectly legitimate reason to be depressed but I DON'T I FUCKING DON'T
THE ONLY REASON I'M DEPRESSED IS BECAUSE A BOY DIDN'T LIKE ME
YES THERE I SAID IT I BROADCAST IT TO THE WORLD YOU ALL CAN HATE ME NOW BUT IT'S NOT LIKE ANYONE WILL EVER SEE THIS ANYWAY SO WHY DON'T I JUST FUCKING SHOOT MYSELF AND PUT EVERYONE ELSE OUT OF THEIR MISERY
hell i might even have just made him up how do i know he was real in the first place
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so since i already have a different blog, this one is probably going to be my secondary blog, ie. writing and depression blogging. fun.
oh good, there's also a 'depressed' mood you can choose.
pfffft and a horny one
these things are so great
also quixotic which is just a really great word.
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